If I am dreaming don't wake me up, if it was a lie don't tell me the truth. And if darkness falls please light my way, tell me I'm crazy but never take my hope away.
Dreamer
Chronicles of a Conscious Dreamer
These are some poems that I wrote
The Fog
Now the fog is closing in around me
Fringing my thought for me to see
While it heavily grips me to a stance
I’m pulled fiercely into a trance
Speaking of words I always knew
It keeps telling me to go find you
And confess all my faults and the lie
How I pushed you away to say goodbye
Now and again, I think of what could’ve been
Cause you and me have together both seen
The past and the present roll by our eyes
But everything went wrong despite our tries
So now I hold on to this object tight
All I have to remember you tonight
But my pride will not allow me show
To tell you what you deserve to know
Till The Day
Use those empty smiles wherever you feel you lack,
And when you feel like covering up the thick pain,
But how long will it take till the day that face will break?
You want to forget and just move along
And you want the misery to leave you alone
But loneliness is what you fear
And you only hear what you want to hear
Thinking one day he’ll come and make it all okay
But who is he and where is he anyway?
Fairy tales have a happy ending but not today
April 29th, 2010 at 7:07PM 
May 4th, 2010 at 5:29PM 
May 23rd, 2010 at 1:14PM 
Anam-osity
I like where I’m standing, in perfect latitude
Fitting in the moment, it’s naked and it’s crude
And I just wana look down, wana look around
Just wana close my eyes and take in some silent sun
Contrasting its beauty with the solitude of the run
And it brings me to take a breath of glee
Soon this scene will diversify and become me
I went for a ride, and now I’ve landed
My Sprit snowboarded
Threw hell, and now its heaven bounded
Left with ice that melted to rain
Soaked me threw, but I’m still sane
Went threw a storm; I’m dry-ice now
Gona get there, just gota figure out how
So I’ll use that power, the strength I’ve gotten from you
A friend you were my aid, so I’m gona write this story anew
And if it wasn’t for my mistakes, and my doubt in you
I wouldn’t stumbled upon what I know now as true
It’s loud on the streets and quiet in my dreams
The energy is busting out from the seams
Patience and prosperity are engraved on my brow
Apathy and animosity I will not allow
War
I’m falling in and out of a dream
Lost in the realm in between
Not knowing what to make of life
When I spread it with a jagged knife
A knife in combat you used not long ago
Aftermath left me a bitter German to woe
I was conditioned to forgive and forget
Yet I still feel nothing no pain; no regret
But it was like war
From day one
It was war
Not to look in your eyes
Remember it was like war
Like a target of a sniper your eyes locked on me
Never would have guessed who the defeated would be
You were just standing still
As I tried to hide, your eyes ready to kill
And it was like war
From day one
It was war
Not to look in your eyes
Remember it was like war
And I knew we were in a war
I just battled to set the score
Protected with your armour on
We played it like a cold one
And my bullet must’ve missed you by an inch
Figured that’s why you did flinch
I could tell by the way you winced
But your face never had me convinced
Your sword did nearly cut right through me
Don’t lie, you did rejoice, had a piece of my dignity
Took a bite of my ego, and a sip of my tears
I regret to inform you, the taste will not last
When you’re an intruder in my land
It’s the formalities I don’t understand
Why now the civil and not the war?
You started it, I don’t know what for
Don’t try to make everything fine
You can’t be on my side of the line
So when we start to play for the same team
That’s when I know I’m in a dream
She says
Someday you will know what to do
I have hope one day you will see
Don’t wait too long, delay till it’s too late
Take your life, and your fate
Turn to the direction you want be
She knows who you want to be
So see what she wants you to see
All that makes us human makes us week
You say you want what you want,
But what you want you don’t really need
Don’t bet on your desires, they’re too dangerous
Find the author of your book, travel to your destiny
If it’s a struggle your willing to make
She tells you the reward will be great
Rear View
A new chapter begins, a time for you to erase your sins
Or would you rather just sit there, beg and repent
Think and plan ways you can make things better
Then never commit, and so it never gets brighter
Can I give you a tissue to wipe your tears?
You can walk into me and forget your fears
You think I’m just joking, but I can prove it true
You don’t believe me, okay, I never expected you to
Judging by your reaction, compassion isn’t what you’re used to
Rejected, dejected, ignored, abandoned, all that you put yourself through
I know at times I’m a mystery, don’t know what I’m about,
But hear me out, from here now on out
Forget the life you knew,
And the people who wronged you
I will let you thrive, let you fly to the top one
Peak of that mountain you always had your heart set on
I would love you, trust you, there isn’t anything we can’t share
You ask me for my intentions, and how could this be fair
The truth always prevails isn’t that right?
You’re the first and only truth in my life
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Too close or too far
I feel like I’ve been walking for miles
And my feet have been killing for a while
Though I started this journey with some fancy heals
And now I’m walking on clouds. Or so it feels
My head is pounding and my body’s sore
The sun is beaming, brighter then ever before
I look back and see the trail I marked
A legacy for those to follow, a journey un-embarked
Intensified feelings of accomplishment
At last I look at the map, trace out my path
I’m far from where I started, yet far from where I want to be
Not too close, nor far, enough to see
Any sign, of what I want me to be
For now I will just rest by this tree
And in its shade, I will embrace serenity
So when all the warm blood cools
The layers will peel and shed away
You can finally see, find the real me
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